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Monday, September 01, 2003

SH0UT 0UTz !!!!!

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-x-mah guhz-x-

ateh jennstah - wuhsupz ateh !? .. who0a we new eaCh 0ther sinCe we were wuh .. 9 years 0ld .. w0w ahah d0nt Chu think thats a l0ng ass time .. buh we still true as ever .. and im hella happy f0r that .. d0nt f0rget 0ur paCt .. t0 be true h0mmies always and f0rever n0 matter wuh happens !? .. hey lets g0 t0 the same c0llege !! ahah .. yahx !? .. haha mmkkaiiz just wanted t0 say wuh'supz !! and i l0ve y0u so0o muCh nikkah !! n0 d0ubt !!! .. muCh l0ve aDing humper !!

ading tina - wuhsupz fo0o !? .. ahah damn we all stressin 0ut here nah meanz !?! .. to0o much drama this summer vacati0n d0nt cha think !? .. buh its kew we still hangen 0n rah !? .. LiViN LiFE T0 THE FULLEST !! .. welpz .. y0u better send me my birthdaiie present fr0m j0shiee nikkah 0r else ima s0ck y0u !! ahah well i l0ve y0u ading a ling !! take care ! *muahz* muCh mahalz .. ateh co0 co0 head !!

ading samantha - hey ading !! i c0uld always runn t0 y0u f0r help !! .. aha and y0ur trynna act and lo0ok like me !! ahah y0u weird0 !! mmkaiiz !! .. well i l0ve y0u so0o much nikkah .. and i kn0w rah n0w y0ur g0ing thr0ugh the same thing that happened with me and my parents .. buh if y0u need anything im here f0r y0u alrights !! l0ve y0u so0o much ading .. madd mahalz .. ateh jessiCa

ateh khrystine - hey ateh sneeziee ahah remmeber whenever we were b0th sickiee ickiee and we gave each 0ther th0se names .. ahah hella funny .. well eeyeah we been true thuggete sistahz thr0ugh 0ur wh0le life .. aha always ending up in the h0spital and then r0lling 0ut and then the same damn rutien ahah !! hella weird .. welps 0h shit y0u preggiee !! .. cee-jay better take care 0f y0u 0r else ima beat the shit 0utah himz !! l0ve y0u ateh .. muCh l0ve .. ading bo0oger !!

ading candy - hey y0u triCk !! ahah jkjk .. welpz i care f0r y0u just like a true sistah als0 kkaiiz !?! .. so0o n0 w0rries !! i l0ve y0u so0o much thankz f0r being there f0r me thr0ugh this year !! .. i h0pe 0ur friendship lasts nah meanz !? take care ! .. ateh jessiCa

ateh ditha - hey y0u fagget .. y0u d0nt talk t0 me n0 m0re ahah meanniee !! .. 0hkaiiz well eeyeah .. PiNAYz R US F0R LiFE !! AHA F0SH0 !! welpz anyways take care ateh im here if y0u need me *muahz* - ading jessiCa

ateh dee - haha wuh'supz guh !! w0w lo0ks like y0u did take that ab0rtian !! .. aha .. welpz anywho0o .. just wanted t0 say thankz and ahah it was funny we talked and then like f0r 3 m0nths we dint talk and made new sn's .. and then all 0f a sudden we were in the filipin0 chatro0om and y0u saw my sn and lo0oked in my pr0file and was like jessiCa !? ahah then we started talken gens ahah weird !! l0l welpz l0ve y0u ateh so0o much .. much l0ve .. ading sexxay !!

nanCy - hey y0u !! l0lx .. well yah i can turn t0 y0u f0r help .. aha y0u always g0t s0me advice up y0ur sleeves .. i wish i c0uld be there f0r y0u if y0u need any help !! well im always here t0 talk t0 and i will try my best t0 cheer y0u up kkaiiz !? .. ahah h0pe y0u and r0ger last mahnnz !!! peaCe 0ut - jessiCa

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-x-mah guyz-x-

huu - hey y0u !! .. wuhsups .. well hmMmz .. d0nt w0rriee ab0ut me 0hkaiiz im still hurr and l0ving y0u so0o muCh n0 matter wuh kkaiiz !? .. welps take care y0u !! .. im always here kkaiiz !? *muahz* - jessiCa

david - wuhsupz ko0yah !! .. welpz we had s0me kew mem0ries ahah and i will NEVER ever f0rget them 0hkaiiz !?! ..  *muahz* i l0ve y0u so0o fuCken muCh .. we better make s0me m0re new mem0ries kkaiiz !? .. take care nikkah !!! - aDing jessiCuh

ko0oyah brian - who0o ko0oyah lo0ken fi0ne !! ahahahahahaha .. 0hkaiiz .. well thanks f0r helping me 0ut thr0ugh everything nah meanz !? ahah .. mmkaiiz l0ve y0u k0o0yah !! - ading j !!

ko0oyah l0ng -ahaha W0W Y0UR SO0O FUCKEN L0NG !! aha jkjk .. well w0w i actually g0t a pix 0f y0u yesterday ahaha kew kew !! -=) .. heeh 0hkaiiz .. well i l0ve y0u ko0oyah kkaiiz *muahz* peaCe

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WELPz HERE BE MY SH0UT 0UTS !! .. MUCH L0VE T0 ALL THESE NiKKAHz AND NUKKAHz i L0VE Y0U GUYS SO0O MUCH Y0U GUYS G0T A HUGE PLACE iN MY HEART !!


Tuesday, August 26, 2003

-x- time - 8:53 P.M.
-x- mo0d - i dun0 ??
-x- jamm'n to0o - brian mCknight - 6mOnths , 8dayz ., 12 hOurs

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wuh'sup nikkahz !? .. mmkaiiz well im back with this Crap .. ahax .. @ 6 i w0ke and g0t ready f0r registrati0n and then ar0und 7 i was 0ut the do0or and walking with 9 0ther pe0ple t0 skew .. ahah damn whenever we g0t there HELLLAAA bigg ass line nah meanz !?! so0o then we waited nd then i saw madiee !! 0h shits dude ahah she cut her hair and n0w its like d0wn y0ur l0wer baCk aha nikkah think i lo0oked diff bCuhz i Cutt my hair and then it g0t l0nger .. aha .. and then i saw m0niCa !! 0h my g0d ahah whenever i saw her she was like like JESSiCCAAAA and hella jumped 0n me !! aha i was like mmkaii nikkah st0p st0p !! ahah ..  nd dhen like i saw 0mar with his girlfriend aDlemi aha fucken funny ass shit her ass is in CrutChes she deserves that CRAP!! stupiD triCk d0nt fuCk with me ahah .. and then i saw r0bert and when he saw me uh 0h that nikkah blushed aha hella funny !! .. and then like we g0t 0ut bo0oks and then n0w we have t0 carry fuCken 4 damn bo0oks buh then we dint get 0ur schedule yet bCuhz they werent readiee s0 dhen we will get them 0n the first day 0f scho0ol .. well im here in hawaii hell yah !! its hella niCe 0ver here .. 0n the flight i was just 0n aim thr0ugh my cellie .. talken t0 my h0mmies nah meanz !?! .. o0oh and i heard that fuCked up ardel br0ke up with my ading samantha f0r n0 fuCken shit !! ... and n0w i tried iming his ass buh nah nah he t0 fuCken ChiCken shit t0 talk baCk s0 he sign's 0ff !! aha fuCken triCk !! .. mmkaii well anyways .. o0oh i went r0lling ar0und hawaii lo0oken f0r the Cementary where they buried j0sh yuhpx bCuhz t0daiie is 0ur 4TH M0NTH ANNiVERSARY nd its his 2nd m0nth 0f leavin this w0rld .. mahnn 0h mahnn when i w0ke up i hella CrieD .. yuhpx .. i to0ok s0me flixas f0r him !! yuhpx and dhen my c0usin f0und his grave !! 0h my g0d rah then i was like 0H N0 !! its really true .. and i was just Crying l0yke fuCkz !! yuhpx .. well eeyah anyways .. ima r0ll 0utah this j0int mmkaiz !! peaCe 0ut

-x-jessiCa sunderland


Saturday, August 23, 2003

-x- time - 11:15 A.M.
-x- mo0od - SiCK -=/
-x- jamm'n to0o - r kelly - i believe i can fly

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w'sup biOtch !! aha wow lo0k @ the c0mments 0n my 0ther bl0gg .. ahaha .. we 0n a WAR here .. aha .. o0h shit aha my ading tina is there helpin me 0ut !! ahah its 0hkaii ading i d0nt need n0 help buh lets get all pinayz_r_us up in this j0int and win these lidd0e ma fuckahs !! ahah them lidd0e b0ppers .. ahah i l0ve y0u s00 much ading tina *muahz* .. heh anyways .. last nite i was @ a party and we went nite swimming -=) .. aha yuhpz we went nite swimming and it was hella FUNN nah meanz !?! and then like i went in the ro0m with the int0net with 2 0f my c0usins (( guh c0usins )) bcuhz we dint wunna be 0ut there in all 0f that mess s0 then we lo0oked the ro0om and i went 0n the internet and they watched s0me tv .. and i was talking t0 david till 2:3o ahah bcuhz we were all hella sleepy and shit .. ahaha .. well ima r0ll .. much l0ve !! and 0h n0w im sickie ickiee .. mmkaiiz .. peace 0ut !!

-x- jessica sunderland


Thursday, August 21, 2003

-x- time - 12:57 P.M.
-x- m00d - d0wn 
-x- jamm'n t0 - blaque - when the last teardr0p falls

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w'sup nikkahz !?! .. i just g0t back fr0m my c0usins funeral .. hecka sad .. it was an 0pen casket and whenever i went up there with kristy and shera we just started t0 HELLA cry !! .. she lo0ked s0 peacefull yann0 ?? .. we talked t0 her f0r a while .. the church was FULL .. every0ne came that knew her .. her m0m which is my auntiee was just crying and crying .. she never st0pped .. whenever the slidesh0w came .. her m0m was s0 upset she went 0utside 0f the church t0 try t0 calm d0wn .. after that we did 0ur speeches .. whenever i went up there i was trying t0 stand up all tall .. but then i lo0ked d0wn @ her .. and i started t0 get teariee eyed .. i had t0 pause hella times d0ing my speech f0r her .. buh i finally g0t thr0ugh it .. and then darius played blaque - when the last tear dr0p falls .. he started t0 cry als0 .. ive never seen him cry bef0re that nukkah is always s0 str0ng .. i miss my c0usin s0 much .. we r0lled 0ut int0 the lim0 .. and dr0ve 0ff t0 the cemetary .. shes @ the SF cemetary .. it was hella kew bcuhz we g0t her buried next t0 her cl0se friend lalaine [[ my ateh ]] .. her grave st0ne was hella kew .. we g0t her picture 0n it .. whenever they l0wered her i swear that was the end 0f the w0rld !! .. whenever they l0wer the casket it hurts s0 much bcuhz then y0u have t0 relize she really is g0ne !! .. after that everyb0dy left except f0r me and kristy .. every0ne was waiting f0r us in the car .. we were just talking t0 her and then we were walking t0 the car .. and then yann0 wh0 i saw !! .. i saw fucken j0hnathan !! .. he was lo0ken behind a tree @ jenn .. i g0t s0 madd i just lo0ked @ him .. and then i went int0 the car .. and we stayed there watching him .. he went 0ver t0 my cuz and threw a r0se d0wn t0 her casket .. and then he left .. [-_-] .. i miss my c0usin s0 fucken much !! .. i h0pe she is happy in heaven !! .. well ima r0ll 0utah this j0int .. peaCe !!

-x- jessica sunderland


Wednesday, August 20, 2003

-x- time - 11:32 P.M.
-x- mo0od - highper -=X
-x- jamm'n to0 - imx - tears

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w'supz nikkahz  !?! n0thing much here just a lidd0 sleepiee haha bcuhz my c0usins and i went t0 kn0tts berry farm .. we w0ke up ar0und 9 and dhen we all to0ok turns taken sh0wers .. then we went t0 the funeral h0me t0 g0 t0 the viewing 0f my c0usin jenn [[ miss y0u cuhz0 ]] .. and then after that it was my tit0 sincerleys birthdaiie s0 l0yke they wanted t0 g0 t0 disneyland first buh dhen that shit w0uldah c0st us 0ver 600 bucks bcuhz we had 12 0f us .. s0 then we decidded t0 g0 t0 kn0tts and we st0pp'd by ralhps t0 g0 get a disc0unt and damnit they said i was 11 !! ahah bcuhz im s0 ma fucken sh0rt !! aye nak0 l0lz .. whenever we g0t there we stay'd in line and went t0 gh0st rider who0o ahah thats fun buh then the dr0pz shera and i were fly'n 0utah 0ur seats .. and then after dhat we went t0 g0 t0 supreme scream  0h my g0d nikkah i still g0t fuck'n scared !! aha i remember the first time i went 0n that jenn had t0 pull me 0nt0 it and then she was l0oken @ me and trynna lauf whenever we were g0ing d0wn ahah .. and then right after that we walk'd 0ver t0 xtreme aye nak0 ahah there was NO0O0O line there .. s0 then like shera and i were hella scared @ first bcuhz they just c0ck the train back and then they c0unt l0yke 1..2..3 .. and bo0m aha @ first we c0uldnt breath bcuhz it takes y0u up s0 ma fucken fast !!! and then after that we went t0 eat @ the drive in [[ inside kn0tts ]] and then l0yke after dhat we wen t0 bo0merang !! ahah shera wanted t0 sit @ the WAY back .. so0o then we did and we were g0ing up and it was s0 high !! whenever we were 0nliee half way i was like WTF iS THiS D0NE YET !! aha bcuhz i was getting scared and then it finally st0pp'd and went d0wn then it g0es fucken backwards and l0yke y0u dun0 where the fuck y0u are g0ing l0lz .. then we went t0 jammer head haha kristy to0k a pix 0f shera's and i's hair whenever they had us flipp'd 0ver bcuhz it made 0ur hair dangle l0lx .. and then after dhat we went t0 r0aring rapids ahah who0o i was the 0ne that g0t S0AKED mahnnz .. lolx .. then l0yke we st0pp'd by this air brush tattoo place and then they were all l0yke hey jessie get this 0ne s0 then l0yke it was a lidd0 design and i wanted t0 put it 0n my neck buh then they guy said it w0uld lo0k better 0n my l0wer back .. s0 then like i had t0 lift my shirt and MAHNN that shit was c0ld !! and his fingers were all FREEZiNG mahnnz !! .. ahah and then they were all like hey jessie get a payb0ii bunniee 0n y0ur ankle and i was l0yke hey shera get 0ne with me and s0 then we did ahah it was kew .. then after that we went t0 g0 see this 0ne sh0w and then my celliee went 0ff ahah who0o .. every0ne starr'd @ me .. and then we went t0 camp snoopiee f0r my 5 yr. 0ld cuz sean .. ahaha he is s0 cute .. hehe we t0ok him 0n that lidd0 drag0n swing that g0es side t0 side all high and he was screaming 0n that ahah .. and then we went t0 the sembruaro [[ h0wever y0u spell it ]] ride where y0u spin in that lidd0e hat .. and then like we spun it all fast and charming started t0 all lean 0n me !! ahah and sean was like uh 0h bcuhz he c0uldnt h0ld 0nt0 the bar haha and then he was like im getting dizziee l0lx it was s0 cute .. then we went t0 that lidd0e env0l0pe b0uncy thing .. and then like he was like WH0A WH0A WH0A whenever we w0uld b0unce haha he is s0 cute h0mmiee !! then it was 10 alreadiee and the park cl0ses then s0 we went S0ViNER sh0pping .. ahah and then shera and i b0ught 0ne funnel cake and then we walked back with0ut taken a bite and then in 0ne damn minute it was all G0NE ahaha we l0ve them funnel cakes h0mmiee !! l0lx .. well eeyah and here i am rah n0w and 0h 0h i heard that treena is fa'realz a lidd0 7th grader and she claming  that she g0ing t0 be a fresshiee l0yke me !! WTFz !! she tried t0 be a gangbanger l0yke i used t0 be !! wtf !! she needs t0 st0p fucken lien !! shiet .. ahah she cant even be real t0 her h0mmies h0w fucked is that !! well i aint gunna talk t0 her ass nah m0re .. ahah s0 FUCK Y0U TREENA iMA FUCKEN FiND CHU AND SHO0T Y0UR ASS !! aite !?! .. well ima r0ll *muahz* much l0ve

0h als0 .. t0 all the pe0ple that f0und 0ut i was in the h0spital wells im all go0d n0w !!

-x- jessica sunderland



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